Thank you to everyone who sees me, thank you to everyone who has ever helped me or wants to help, yes, I'm ashamed to ask and ashamed to ask for any work, but I got myself into trouble and am trying to get out of it. I go to work now, but I have a family, a small son who is 3 months old and a non-working wife, all the money goes to them, and with the arena and part-time jobs I try to solve all my problems, this is my mistake and my shame all this time, please do not judge me for this, I am trying. Thank you to everyone who read my message to the end, I am very grateful to you, and I apologize to everyone who found my obsession too rude, one day I will return to the arena and buy up all the big and small tickets, I forgot to add that I am from Ukraine and the pay here is also very little. Thank you to everyone who has ever helped me.